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So as you know summer is going by fast we are already in mid June. Wow. This shit sucks it hasn't even been a month and i am still hurting. Well at least I have Claudia, Laura and Darlene to talk cheer me up when I am down. This past weekend I had the D-Blues. Sure enough the girls were there for me. I understand that it takes time, i just wish that the time would go by faster. Man!

So Pablo came by yesterday and took some pictures of us...it was fun. I was tired by the end of the photoshoot. But the pictures came out really nice. especially Darlene's. She's so cute. Well i guess when he's done with the pictures we can take a better look at them.

My niece's B-day party is this weekend here in LA. Looking forward to that...But i hope i dont start...yuck! Well i guess that's all for now.

As the subject title might very well express, it has been along time since i have signed on this thing. As you can imagine things have had its ups and downs lately things have been down. My mind is completely confused and my heart is definitely tired and hurt. My souls feels different and well things are different. Thank God he has blessed me with great friends that have been there for me these past few days. Love ya.
We I'm glad that I live in LA this summer and that I am working earning those bucks..hehe. Hanging out with the gang. Visiting the family once in a while and well enjoying the slow pace of the summer. I might as well enjoy it before we get back to the hectic semester. See ya my LJ peeps! <3

there are so much stuff to do, i should be doing that instead of writting, but oh well i guess it'll be ok. I just go out of my class and wow, i think she knows that i didn't read for today's class :0 Anyway, too bad. I just think about finishing up all this bullcrap! ahh school! haha... i just want to go abroad! well, i dunno sometimes i do, but then i think about it, do i really? where would i go? spain? everybody and their momma goes to spain. south america? nice! we'll see what happens next year. I really want to be a super senior i know i'm not going to finish on time. i rather stay an extra year and double major if i can. oh damn, I'm hungry. I'll be back i guess. we'll see. peace out! holla holla!

I guess i did it again. I writing on this thing after i dunno 3 months. I have been busy well with being the program coordinator for the Latino Floors, here at USC. Speaking of USC, wow what a year for the trojans! fight on! anyway, well so i have been doing lots of things. Laura and I with some other people went to Tijuana during x-mas break,for the Hermanos Unidos Navidad en Baja. That was cool. But Jesus has some incriminating pictures. ahhh. Overall this year has started off good I guess. I'm going to an island off of the coast of cancun, mx for spring break. Believe it or not i am going to be doing community service for USC. nice huh?
This year like i said hasn't been too bad. Although to tell you the truth, i have been drinking more. Happy hour on tuesdays at la barca! woo woo. haha. I hope these outings don't take up too much of my homework time. I have a pretty heavy course load this semester. But i guess it'll be ok. Good thing i don't have a boyfriend, i would be seriously ass'd out. I mean don't take it wrong, who wouldn't want to have a special someone in their lives, but i am out of it this semester. If love wishes to strike me then it has to wait. just 'til next semester with things ease up. Although i have meet lots of new friends both male and females and that's cool, i really miss my old friends :( don't get to talk to them too much, not as much as I would like to at least. The highlight of this past week was seeing the movie Motorcycle Diaries with my residents and with my friends. Claudia was there with velveth and godfrey, jenny with maritza well en fin, there were many peeps! yay.
so long for now. I'll see when i write on this again. peace out for now!

so it has been more than... well damn i don't know how long it's been since i've opened this up. well it's almost Halloween again i dont know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. lots of memories. well as far as i'm concerned the things that were will never be.
anyway life has been good i suppose, except the fact that well...there is so much shit going on in my personal life..my mom's sick... sister is going through a divorce and problems all over the place. school..well let's put it this way i have no time for my self. i'm either taking care of my drunken residents or dealing with school related things...just so chaotic. i just want to let my self go. don't you wish you can turn back time? right all the wrongs...just have a reason to start over.
yeah well that's life...pulling you in all directions...we have to be wize and take the right road. i have to alter my direction and return to the right path. i've been riding on mud.
well i hope that all is well with my LJ ppl. i love ya all!

hey what what can i say...im back to school and training is over. best of the latino floor residents moved in. for all of those who don't know i am a program coordinator for one of the latino floors here at 'SC. so i am happy to be sharing this position with laura who is just an awesome person. jesus and angela are great too. so far the residents have all showed in some way or another interest in living on these floors. i hope that we make this an incredible year. i hope that they can experience all the neat things that i had my first year! yay! im happy.
on another note its my sobrino's birthday...happy birthday XAVIER!!! this kid is like my own. i love this kid like no other. well he's only 5 years of age. well that;s it for now. i love you all!

i'm pooded...today the whole training staff went to explore LA. some people were on the bus others were in cars. so as you might imagine i had the trip to little tokyo on the bus. i had lots of good food. i had a strawberry flavored mochi(ice cream). but all that walking and standing got me tired. i'm glad i'm back. the only bad thing was that when we were coming back, figueroa was jammed packed due to the fact that the X games were on. so we had to wait for the bus for an hour.overall i think it was a good way to show us to get around LA on public transportation. it will be good to show our new freshmen residents the different things that one can see around LA.

so i moved in to my new "pad" on monday. that was fun. claudia checked me in. ahhhwww. anyway so things have been ok. today was my first day of training. and tomorrow the "fun" will continue.hehe. training is so tedious. and quite frankly it's a bit well...blah...anyway well today is Laura's birthday!!! yay for Laura!!! felizidades!
well i have to get some sleep. i have to get up by 7 am.

spending time with the the girls and of course vincent has been fun. saturday was cool. el pollo inka was great...they had yummy peruvian food, delicious salsa music and i was with amazing friends. so the celebration of jenny's birthday went well. we all had fun dancing and just enjoying each other's company. fun times. the gang came with me and my family to the santa fe dam (a recreational lake), that was also fun.
yesterday was amazing. claudia and i went to go see modest mouse, and well they're fucking awesome. the funniest part of the night when some guy came up to us asking claudia if he can have her number. haha. you should have seen the look in her face. i don't know why she was surprised, she's a pretty girl.
so tomorrow i head back home. yuck. i like spending time with my friends. it might sound cheesy, but i really miss not hanging out with them as much as we'd used to. i mean what can one expect we lived together for a whole school year.

i'll be moving in soon!

pinks hot dogs were good! thanks guys!

so i finally went to go see spider man II. woohoo. i must say that it was a good movie, better than the first one. toby is kinda cute...i guess. well enough of my puddly comments it's chow time. my sisters and i ordered pizza.
there i go again... eating. what ever happened to weight watcher? i think it took a nice vacation. we'll see what happens when i go back to school. i'm hitting the gym for sure. haha. this is kinda funny. am i really going to keep up with this gym bullshit? like darlene once said "as long as you make it an everyday thing...you kinda get use to it...like going to work..." with that in mind i hope you (dar) can be my motivation! ;)

that's all for now my friends!
"take care of yourself and each other"- jerry springer. i think? oh well...HAHAHA

well today has been an "ok" day...i guess. i've been taking of my niece and nephews. i can't complain too much.
yesterday morning was fun, except the fact that i had to wake up early to go to work with my sisters. my sisters work at a montessori in carson so i was surrounded by screaming four, five and six year olds. in our lunch break i went to ikea with my sister maggie so we shopped. we returned home to find my mommy cooking..yumm. so we went to the park. the city of signal hill always has fun concerts in the summer. so we head for a relaxing time. i was glad that claudia called me but it makes me sad that people are so inconsiderable toward others. we often hope to have our closest ones there to help but sometimes people get so caught up in other things. i don't know really. oh gosh...well i'm on my way out i have to take care of these KIDS!!!

being here with claudia, dar, jenny, and vincent has been fun. i leave tomorrow in the afternoon. i personally wish i could stay but i have leave...my mom misses me :( . but i'll visit more often :)

on the other note today i went with claudia, darlene and vincent to the girl's radio show at KSCR, that was lots of fun. and the bentleys were gonna play at ground zero here at USC but it turns out the venue wasn't open. i don't know too much but in the midst of all the confusion we one band did start to play outside. it was a funny sight. too bad for the bentleys i really wanted to here them play. claudia is the sweetest girl she baked a cake for tiffany, it's her birthday tomorrow. so tiff happy 21st birthday!

i must agree with clauds, dar, and vincent when they said that this month hasn't been a good one. let's put it this way it could be better. i hope everything turns out ok.

so i conclude this with a take care and see ya later!

wow this has been a while i must admit. i haven't been up to date with my entries. well where do i start? i'm back from mexico, well i've been back for a while already. i won't get tired to say that i had a great time. my tias and tios are amazing they're are so affectionate. i mean these people love the company of one another. my time was mostly spent in the birth place of mi mama...santa cruz de camotlan, nayarit, Mexico.wow that's a long one. this place is located in the middle of the sierra madre with temperature up to 115 degrees (F). so you must imagine it was really hard to sleep at night. especially with mosquitoes bigger than your ass(LOL)! so anyway i must admit i love that little town. being in the midst of people who are so humble and nice, is really great and not to mention cute muscular guys who spend their days on their horses and winking at the girls as they pass by. and last but not least the food. i love food, so you can imagine how much i loved eating those tacos!i saw many places and met many people who i wish to keep in contact this summer. my cousins made my stay that much more better. without them i would have died of boredom. so i went to the "discos" meaning clubs in Tepic (the capital of Nayarit)and that was also very fun. the most important thing that i get out of when i go to visit my family in mexico is getting in touch with my roots.and those of you know know me know that i'm a girl who is in love with her culture. so i'm thankful for getting the opportunity to visit my family and friends.
since i came back from my trip to mexico i've been helping out my sisters and my mom around the house, especially my sister. i babysit my new nephew, martin, once in a while. other than that i'm not doing too much. i should really do more... well that all for now!

what can i say this week has been a hectic one. monday started off well i suppose, i had a midterm in edpt and i have a final in dance. what more can i say? tuesday jenny, ilene and i went to a MWLB banquet. yummy food! a little too much. i had fun. on wednesday there was another banquet. sara and i went to celebrate our involvement in the residential building government, here at SC. so that was that. on thursday...well lets say this..it was just a fun day. i mean i went to go hang out with a friend, we went to go watch kill bill vol.2. i though it was a good movie. so the highlight of that night was the motorcycle. i love speed! the girls were constantly teasing me that it was a date. it wasn't a date, we just hung out. so that was fun. yesterday i was busy, but fun. after classes were done and over with, i went home and took a nap. i lovely nap i must admit but then plaza comes along and asks claudia and i if we were going to dinner with jose and nikki. so we decided to go. dinner was super fun! there were a few boys (george, matt and mario) that are going to be coming to USC next year and we went to dinner with them as well. so it was jose, gab, nikki, claudia, laura, angela, the three boys and me! later mike, sara, and darlene came by to join us. it was a big USC crowd. we were so fucking loud (in a good way). i mean we were having good fun! singing all the band songs and telling jokes. that's what it's all about! i think we deserved it! after dinner we headed back to the dorm to get ready for the graduation party that gab and joey were throwing nikki and jose. that was fun, we drank danced saw a few people i didn't want to see, saw a few friends from high school, and saw a lot of dry humping. nasty people on the couch! anyway the party was cool and we all had fun! what more can i say...this semester is basically over and summer and the mexican beaches await this mexican goddess...haha!

yeah well i'm stuck at work. once again indulged in the many different small talks around the office. wow. so the school year is coming to an end. i told myself that i wasn't going to talk about how much im gonna miss the gang. so i won't mention anything. so today i called my mom to ask her if it was my sister-in-law's birthday, so she said it was and i asked her about the stuff going around at home. i mean things have gotten so fucked up. my sister needs us more than ever and the kids need us too. speaking of kids when i called marie to tell her happy birthday she said that she had been having her first contractions, wow i'm gonna be an aunt again. so i guess they've decided on a name...martin, like my tata. i hope she goes through it without a problem. gees marie and pablo are so young. i can't imagine me being married. what a thought. anyway like i mentioned i'm going to mexico i can't wait.

hey what can i say well it's friday and i haven't been keeping ya'll up to date. well, i'm going ti MEXICO this summer!!! i'm excited, the hot days relaxing on the warm sand under the bright sun...what more do i want?...hot guy right next to me?...maybe...sounds like a good idea. my mom and i are going to spend a good two weeks there and then it's off to summer school. if i want to get my B.S. then i have to hurry up. i'm excited to know what this summer brings.

well it's friday and i'm not too excited. i got my math midterm back and i suspected i didn't do too well. so i'm stuck here debating whether i should drop it or not. i talked to my professor and she said that i have been participating in class and i guess that helps. i just hate this shit! i'm not the type of person to give up. so fuck it i'm not going to drop. i have to pay more attention and actually do the homework. enough of that, what can i say it was lilly's birthday on wed. and it was going good until she decided to smoke some pot. i ended up staying with her, lifting her hair as she threw up. yuck. i was worried but she sure drank up a shit load. yesterday i went to the NAL house party. it was good we had to pay 5 bucks but it was fine. i mean its all for a good cause. so i drank there too. two nights in a row can be a bitch. so i was a little "dipsy" like darlene would say.the party continued and i saw my ex boyfriend. you would think i 'd see him everyday because he's another trojan, but no. i do see him at parties it just gets a bit annoying. i was nice and i talked to him, and i saw few of our friends from when we were going out. ismael and ruben. ruben, wow drinking hard, but he's cute. oscar told me that ish calls him more often now that he's not with ruby. anyway well it was nice to see them there. i wonder what would have happened to me if i stayed in long beach, i mean if went to csulb. i wouldn't have meet the people that i know now, most of you are the ones reading this now.
on with the good stuff. well out latino floor banquet is coming up and its cool that we can invite some one, i mean it kinda feels like high school prom all over again. anyway well i still want a date...anyone?

yesterday was a sweet and sour day...all the bad shit that can happen to a person happen to me. well i'm exaggerating a bit but yesterday wasn't too good. at night a few friends and i went to the hermanos unidos party. the last time i went to one of their parties was when claudia, jenny, ron, and a few others were with me. the hermanos through pretty go parties i must admit. anway well at the party i got to talk to a friend that i hadn't talk to in a while it was nice dancing and hanging out with him. the girls thought he was cute. i mean a future doctor always makes a girl smile ;)the night ended well, with one contact lens in my eye and the other one in my hand. what a day! i'm glad its friday. jenny and i are going to the laugh factory today, then cosmic bowling at midnight!i need some fun before i get studying for my math midterm. ouch!

this week was fun. it's friday already. and i'm going to the modest mouse concert with claudia. i can't wait. i think claudia turned me indie. haha. it's all good. today we went out to mccarthy quad, here at usc.it was rock en espanol night! it was so good. los abandoned, matamoska, pastilla, and maria fatal were there. adrien from pastilla was hot, a little on the scrawny side but still cute. well all i could say is 'fucking awesome!. i mean it was a good break after long tedious hours of studying for my econ midterm. now it's back to work for two more midterms. ouch!
anyway spring break was fun, what more could i have asked for, spending my birthday with friends and family. although i did wish for that someone to call and wake me up at 6 in the morning to say "happy birthday, fea! haha.
so during spring break clauds and i went to a bookstore in D.T long beach. i bought a book by carolina garcia aguilera. cool book. i read that book instead of the books i need to have read this week. oh well. i finished it that's the good part.i also bought catcher in the rye. i hope to read that book soon. i also went shopping for a dress, it's my cousin martha's wedding! yay! i'm so happy for her and omar. so there will be a pachanga! get your shoes ready ladies we're gonna dance all night!
highlight of this week: teaching my ballroom dance class with jay!

so today i had a pretty long day at work. answering phones, responding to emails, and paperwork. i mean it's ok. kevin is super funny. today binh and him were talking about dave chappelle. it was too funny seeing them reinact the scenes of the black white supremacist. haha.
last night claudia, darlene, mike, miguel, pablo, his friend, and i went to go see the movie 'secret window'. after the movie we all went for our midnight snack to in-n-out. yummm. but i need to stop eating so late at night. it's nice that we get times like this to all hang out. although my jenny was missing. yesterday claudia went to go develop the pictures she had.there was one that i loved. it was a picture of all of us. my new family. claudia framed it, it's a nice picture to see. i'm gonna miss them all next year.
well claudia and i are going to long beach tonight, well at midnight, my brother is going to come pick us up. i hope to get some rest this week but, i want to go shopping (buy shit with money we don't have)and hang out, do some fun stuff and show her around my hometown. maybe i can convince her to go to catch some rays at the "playa". but we'll see. i'm not sure when we're coming back, either saturday or sunday. I want to go dancing on saturday night and then spend my birthday with my mom on sunday morning before i come back to campus. so i hope clauds and i have a good time. i'm gonna call tony and ask him if he wants to hang out with us. we told pablo to come hang out with us too. plaza and mike well... they left to mammoth a few hours ago. i hope they have fun. my friend mike called me the other day and asked that question "so what do you want for your birthday?"...haha. i'm not going to be a selfish bitch and tell him yeah i want this and that...and don't forget this. that's stupid. i just want to be with the people i care for and with those who care for me too and just have a good time. i don't need materialistic things. but if you give me a gift i'll except it. the point is that... elaborated things don't mean much to a simple heart.